Stand tall till the end

Fighting in the darkest hour,
Unaware of what I defend,
Swimming with no sight of shore,
I wonder, when will it all end?

I have been sailing for so long,
Set on a course, unplanned,
Not knowing where I belong,
In the middle of nowhere, I stand.

My dreams are fading away,
I know not now, what I stand for,
A colourful picture is turning gray,
I feel I can't keep up anymore.

Life is full of surprises, you know,
Some are pleasant, some are not,
That's no reason for me to feel low,
Today is a trench, tomorrow a jackpot.

Let the ground shake as hard as it can,
Through difficult times I shall transcend,
I will not lose my grip, I will hold on,
No matter what, I'll stand tall in the end.

It's not always easy to find a title,
For this poem, I know of none,
Thinking really hard as it is vital,
But I can't think of any, for this one.

The Number Game

I wanted to write a poem, after all it had been a long time.
I wanted it to be filled with love and joy but then I watched a movie,
its called "500 days of Summer" and wrote this. It has random patterns
but is periodic/rhythmic locally.

The Number Game

When one didn’t come,
Two said adieu,
Three wasn’t the charm,
Four was a closed door,
Five couldn’t really jive,
Then came the questions,
With no answers or suggestions.

That’s when he asked himself,
What is the right number?
Why am I bleeding so badly?
Turns out, God isn’t a good plumber.
There were holes everywhere in him,
He fell apart with the slightest tremor.

He stood there alone with no hope,
All his believes and dreams gone,
In middle of nowhere, he loop’,
Staring into the dark past, like a moron,
He felt his life was a big pile of poop,
What he trusted and believed was out-blown,
But he said to himself, that’s how life swoops,
And still nothing stops and life must go on.

A Poem

Sitting here at my desk,
I decided to write a poem,
What should it be about,
Waiting for an idea to sprout.

Couldn't think of anything,
Started writing about poems,
Wanted to write something sensible,
This isn't bad, its definitely comprehensible.

I could have written better,
But writing poems isn't easy,
It's not just about rhyming,
It must be sensationally pleasing.

Rhyming it makes it readable,
The subject makes it purposeful,
Right combination makes it yum-yum,
That's something one would call "A Poem".

[I know this sucks, but as you can see I am trying really hard ;)]

Jingle all the way, It's Adri's B'day

Jingle bells, jingle bells,

Jingle all the way,

Today’s Adriana’s Birthday; I feel so, Happy and Gay.

Adri is so cute,

Her beauty turns me into a mute.

One look at her picture makes that moment absolute.

Jingle bells, jingle bells,

Jingle all the way,

Today’s Adriana’s Birthday; I feel so, Happy and Gay.

She’s a geminite,

Every aspect of her is a delight,

She's a goddess who came down the heavens, a ray of light.

Jingle bells, jingle bells,

Jingle all the way,

Today’s Adriana’s Birthday; I feel so, Happy and Gay.

Today’s her birthday,

It is 12 days past the month of May,

If she and I turned into kids, we would run around and play.

Jingle bells, jingle bells,

Jingle all the way,

Today’s Adriana’s Birthday; I feel so, Happy and Gay.

I wish I could be there,

To share the warmth of her b’day, I swear,

I would do anything to see her smile with absolutely no despair.

Jingle bells, jingle bells,

Jingle all the way,

Today’s Adriana’s Birthday; I shall always be Happy and Gay.

Heading to Paradise

Last night I had a dream,
I was a little boy, enjoying a choco ice cream,
Then you came along and sprinkled a little something,
I couldn't get you out of my head, I couldn't stop thinking.

With that great smile of yours, you filled my heart,
I turned to bits and I completely fell apart,
I had no control over anything, there on,
I turned into a puppet and danced to your tune.

Every piece that fell apart aligned towards you,
Like pieces of iron in an magnetic field produced by you,
You curved the space-time so much,
I just couldn't escape from your golden latch.

Then, it became a little hazy,
The whole thing was turning me crazy,
It was all beautiful and coloury,
That was when I realized I loved you, Adri.

Now, stop fooling around and come to me,
Because, in my heart is where you are meant to be,
Hold my hand and take me along,
Let's head to paradise, where we originally belong.

A New Beginning, A New World

I’m sitting on the grass,
Leaning on the church wall,
I’m looking at the sky so blue,
With the wind blowing so slow,
I wonder if things could be better,
For, the beautiful dream, that I lived in, just got shattered.

It’s a new beginning,
I am going to start a new chapter,
The old one was good,
But this will be even better,
For I’m going to fill it with moments of joy,
That I’ll cherish until I die.

I see a bird soaring in the sky,
Makes me wonder how it must feel to fly,
Must feel like total freedom,
True relief from all the life’s boredom,
I asked the bird, what can I do,
To be unbound like you.

The bird told me,
“Freedom is not doing things,
It’s the ability to soar with your mind’s wings,
The mind knows no limit,
It’s time you realized it.”

I told myself,
I will get on my feet,
Unfold the wings of my mind,
This is not my defeat,
I’ll fly again the strongest wind,
Now nothing can stand between me and my freedom,
For I shall fight until I am struck with boredom.

One More For Adri

I am lost looking at you,
especially those beautiful eyes,
and that wonderful smile,
I wounder where you were all this while.

when you are not around, I feel so weak,
you are the perfection that I seek,
you are my heart, you are my soul,
without you I am just an endless hole.

Hold my hand and take me along,
you are the one with whom I belong,
never ever let go of me,
if you do, I'll cease to be.

You are the best thing that ever happened to mankind,
There's nothing better that I can find,
Even heaven may not have anything more to offer,
For Zeus himself has come to earth to be your chauffeur.

Until my dying day

It's a mid summer day,
The sun's right above my head,
The heat is turning the ground red,
Yet I feel I should jump around and play,
Doesn't matter if its sunny or chill,
My mind is not under my control, its going up hill.

I have been dreaming with eyes wide open,
I am completely lost in her thoughts and have been hopin',
Hoping that she will see me here, waiting and dreaming,
With my heart praying for her well-being,
Because all that matters to me,
Is that she always be happy.

Once she knows of my love,
She will come flying to me like a dove,
Then we shall stay together, eternally inseparable,
And our love shall become universally honourable.

Though all this seems irrefutable,
Actually its highly improbable,
'Coz the girl of my dreams is none other than Adriana Lima,
But there are no limits to my imaginary drama,
So I shall keep dreaming, hoping and writing,
Until the day my heart stops beating.

Life is Beautiful

Just when I thought it was all over,
Just when I had lost all hope,
A star sparkled and said "nope",
It's not over, new things will uncover.

That's when I saw her walk right past me,
Beauty and grace with which she carried herself,
Said to me "don't touch, you are only allowed to see",
Her beauty was my trust in love back to life.

What was I thinking,
Nothing is over, it's a new beginning.
It depends on how we see,
Either the glass is half full or half empty.

Enjoy the taste real slow,
And everything around you will start to glow.
The light will cut through the darkness like a knife,
And then you shall see the real beauty in Life.

Wish for a rocky heart

I wish this wasn't so difficult,
I thought it could be easily dealt,
Never thought I would get so involved,
Never knew my mind was so evolved.

The wonderful times I had with you, I was so impressed,
You motivated me and brought the best out in me,
That's what makes this so difficult, I am completely depressed,
Now you are saying forget all that and as friends let us be.

When I see you around and on the phone,
I feel like have have been left behind and feel so alone,
I guess I have to blame myself,
For being so intense like in a romantic book from my shelf.

Seems like it was all in vain,
I feel it every second ticking on the clock,
Oh my god, I feel so much pain,
This would be so easy if my heart was made of rock.

Imagining you with another man,
Feels like driving a knife throught my abdomen,
If I every have to see that day,
I sware I'll turn gay.

I know I have to get over it,
Writing this poem I thought was a good way start,
But you don't feel a thing for me, I bet,
God, how I wish I had a rocky heart.

The Dreamy Psycho Lover

You eyes, so beautiful and dark,
Takes me into a sweet dream,
It's an adventure that I'll gladly embark,
Running among the flowers as they bloom.

You don't know how much you mean to me,
I can't imagine how life without you would be.
Into my world you brought so many colours and so much light,
All the years before that, turned black and white.

If I ever have a chance,
I would take you to the capital of France,
To tell you what you bring to my life,
And to ask you to marry me and make you my wife.

Adri, I know you are engaged to Marko,
And I know you both are to be married soon.
But I am free to be a dreamy psycho,
So, I shall always love you as if you were mine.

Adri, My Love

You are the queen of my heart,
You are the one, with whom I shall never part,
When I am blue, I think of you,
And then my mind is filled with a glow.

I will, forever stick to you,
And I'll stick well, just like glue.
If anyone tries to make a move,
I'll interrupt and say shoo shoo.

If they persist any further,
I'll give them a kick and lock them in the loo.
I'll protect you from all stranger,
Will scare them off saying boo.

I'll always love you for you are the best,
With you around, my heart will never rest.
I'll always be there for you, Adri,
For my love for you knows no boundary.

Adri's Poem

This is poem I dedicate to Adriana Lima, my dream girl ;).

My Dear Adri

Oh! my dear Adri,
I will run to the corners of earth to make you mine,
I will even do your laundry,
If you promise to spare me some of your precious Time.

How I dream to hold you in my arms,
And you giving me the kiss of death,
For the loser me will be dead and finished with that kiss,
And a new me will be born whom you will never want to miss.

I’ll always be there for you,
For I have nothing better to do,
If you ever feel low and give me a blow,
I’ll wait for you bcoz I know you love me and that you don’t know.

My Love

My Love …

Every moment that you are with me
Makes me feel so good,
I feel like I have wings,
I’d fly away with you if I could.
If I had to live without you my dear
I’d probably starve without food.

Your smile shines on the valleys of my mind.
I am at my best when you are around.
Gates of my heart open wide,
When you are on my side.
I can’t imagine my house without you lady,
You are so good at keeping it tidy.

It wouldn’t be easy to replace you.
Especially, when I have to pay her, if I do.
I want you to stay with me forever,
This is a poem to Irona from Richie, her master.

The Twins Here ... More so in Life (paradox)

Today I wrote a poem that has two possible ending paras. I have 4 paras but the last one has 2 versions. Below are the 5 paras:

The Twins

I have been planning to write a poem,
A poem to tell you who I am,
But I don’t think I can write it,
Coz it would be incomplete without you in it.

I just want to say to you,
That you complete me,
If I ever have to live without you,
I don’t think I will be able to.

You make me feel great,
Just the thought of you can make me smile,
Every time you look, my heart skips a beat,
With you by my side I could never fail.

I want you to know that I really do care,
I want to be with you until the end of my life’s share,
I want to grow old looking at your beautiful eyes,
Even though it’s going to kill me every moment, twice.
I’ll always hold your hand,
Never will let go until I am eternally shunned.

I want you to know that I only care,
As to what you wear,
There is nothing deeper than that between us,
Its all bogus,
If you ever think that I am the one,
Please forget it coz it’s never going to happen.

Now depending on the last para the whole poem seems to change its meaning. It can either be a comedy or a seriously romantic one. Now for me the most sensible choice would be the romantic version, but the comedy version seems promising too :). [Though the poem may not be that great]. What I think is interesting here is that one single para can change with you take from this poem and if its the last para of the poem then its more so.