Just Words?

I close my eyes and all I see is you,
I stretch my hands out and your touch feels like dew.
Those beautiful lips and that flawless smile,
I want to kiss you and hold you like you were a child.

Your soft black hair and your skin so fair,
Your face shines like the moon, a nightly glare.
Those deep dark eyes, so juvenile,
How I want to dive into them and be lost for a while.

I want to be with you, it'd feels so great,
You'd fill me with joy, every moment would be a treat.
You'd be the beauty that shall rule my heart,
I truly feel this way and from these feeling I shall never part.

These are not just words on a paper,
They are the tears of a lonely heart longing for a pamper.
To see you happy is all I desire,
To fulfill this, with God and the Devil, I shall conspire.

In body and in soul, I am defeat,
With this I lay my heart at your feet.
You may choose to save it or for death it shall plea,
Either way you'll always be special to me,
For your memories will never fade till the day I cease to be.

The Little Monster

I wish I could apologize,
I wish you would realize,
For you, how much I care,
And that you are my only desire.

I know I made a mistake,
I wish I could tell you I don't fake,
If only you knew the truth,
If only I could make myself worth.

I didn't want to, I had no choice,
But to protect you from my inner voice,
Inside me is a notorious monster,
Who feeds on your polite and good gesture.

He is destructive in nature,
He ruins all that I hold dear,
He manipulates and never let’s me be on my own,
Since I’ve known you I’ve been fighting him alone.

Deep inside, he is just a little kid,
I made a mistake I opened the lid,
It was too much freedom for him to handle,
I'm now trying to put him back under the buckle.

I had almost lost this battle,
I needed to turn his efforts futile,
Poisoning your mind was the only way,
To stop his nourishment, to let him fade away.

I hurt you in this process,
But my inner self was posses’,
I wish I had it in me to fight him,
I wish I stood on stronger limbs.

You hate me now and that I can never change,
I'm glade I knew you for whatever little time range,
And I thank you for being so polite all this while,
In my heart I shall always cherish your beautiful smile.

A Poem

Sitting here at my desk,
I decided to write a poem,
What should it be about,
Waiting for an idea to sprout.

Couldn't think of anything,
Started writing about poems,
Wanted to write something sensible,
This isn't bad, its definitely comprehensible.

I could have written better,
But writing poems isn't easy,
It's not just about rhyming,
It must be sensationally pleasing.

Rhyming it makes it readable,
The subject makes it purposeful,
Right combination makes it yum-yum,
That's something one would call "A Poem".

[I know this sucks, but as you can see I am trying really hard ;)]

Jingle all the way, It's Adri's B'day

Jingle bells, jingle bells,

Jingle all the way,

Today’s Adriana’s Birthday; I feel so, Happy and Gay.

Adri is so cute,

Her beauty turns me into a mute.

One look at her picture makes that moment absolute.

Jingle bells, jingle bells,

Jingle all the way,

Today’s Adriana’s Birthday; I feel so, Happy and Gay.

She’s a geminite,

Every aspect of her is a delight,

She's a goddess who came down the heavens, a ray of light.

Jingle bells, jingle bells,

Jingle all the way,

Today’s Adriana’s Birthday; I feel so, Happy and Gay.

Today’s her birthday,

It is 12 days past the month of May,

If she and I turned into kids, we would run around and play.

Jingle bells, jingle bells,

Jingle all the way,

Today’s Adriana’s Birthday; I feel so, Happy and Gay.

I wish I could be there,

To share the warmth of her b’day, I swear,

I would do anything to see her smile with absolutely no despair.

Jingle bells, jingle bells,

Jingle all the way,

Today’s Adriana’s Birthday; I shall always be Happy and Gay.

Heading to Paradise

Last night I had a dream,
I was a little boy, enjoying a choco ice cream,
Then you came along and sprinkled a little something,
I couldn't get you out of my head, I couldn't stop thinking.

With that great smile of yours, you filled my heart,
I turned to bits and I completely fell apart,
I had no control over anything, there on,
I turned into a puppet and danced to your tune.

Every piece that fell apart aligned towards you,
Like pieces of iron in an magnetic field produced by you,
You curved the space-time so much,
I just couldn't escape from your golden latch.

Then, it became a little hazy,
The whole thing was turning me crazy,
It was all beautiful and coloury,
That was when I realized I loved you, Adri.

Now, stop fooling around and come to me,
Because, in my heart is where you are meant to be,
Hold my hand and take me along,
Let's head to paradise, where we originally belong.

A New Beginning, A New World

I’m sitting on the grass,
Leaning on the church wall,
I’m looking at the sky so blue,
With the wind blowing so slow,
I wonder if things could be better,
For, the beautiful dream, that I lived in, just got shattered.

It’s a new beginning,
I am going to start a new chapter,
The old one was good,
But this will be even better,
For I’m going to fill it with moments of joy,
That I’ll cherish until I die.

I see a bird soaring in the sky,
Makes me wonder how it must feel to fly,
Must feel like total freedom,
True relief from all the life’s boredom,
I asked the bird, what can I do,
To be unbound like you.

The bird told me,
“Freedom is not doing things,
It’s the ability to soar with your mind’s wings,
The mind knows no limit,
It’s time you realized it.”

I told myself,
I will get on my feet,
Unfold the wings of my mind,
This is not my defeat,
I’ll fly again the strongest wind,
Now nothing can stand between me and my freedom,
For I shall fight until I am struck with boredom.

One More For Adri

I am lost looking at you,
especially those beautiful eyes,
and that wonderful smile,
I wounder where you were all this while.

when you are not around, I feel so weak,
you are the perfection that I seek,
you are my heart, you are my soul,
without you I am just an endless hole.

Hold my hand and take me along,
you are the one with whom I belong,
never ever let go of me,
if you do, I'll cease to be.

You are the best thing that ever happened to mankind,
There's nothing better that I can find,
Even heaven may not have anything more to offer,
For Zeus himself has come to earth to be your chauffeur.